Years ago when we were still kids, my fiancé showed me this video a few weeks after we met. It was the sweetest gesture, and it made me smile. But I realize now that I didn’t fully appreciate it back then.
I recently found the video again, and I’ll admit it— I cried. In fact, I can’t help but cry every time I watch it. This video, so simple and sweet, now means the fucking world to me. I get nostalgic when I listen to it: our childhood, our innocence, our secret whirlwind romance all comes rushing back to me. The song makes me realize that during our 5 year separation, while I wondered if he ever wondered about me, he really did still love me. That the simple little things he did for me were things he just couldn’t do for anyone else.
And although we probably didn’t know it 6 or 7 years ago, the video is a pretty good representation of us. Everyday he makes me feel like a preteen again; I daydream about him and I get shy and timid around him sometimes. And during our whole relationship we’ve always had to fight: my parents, the distance, our confusing-enough teenage angst.
I think this song (which is Tus Ojos by Belanova, by the way) is gonna be in the wedding music lineup. <3